I am currently located at a place of intoxication, dancing, and messed up people. Attempting to drink away the pain of this fucking shard of metal that's in my goddamn chest.
You have obviously not been looking very hard. For if you had gone missing I would have for sure found you by now. I would first search the house of Jayden because I know he is your closest friend. Then I would search the park. Knowing that you enjoy watching the sunset and the birds scattering in the sky. And if all else would've failed I would question your friends and family. But what have you done?? Searched for several minutes and gave up.
You...hurt me. You made me feel helpless and alone. I tried so hard to be nice. I told myself over and over that I deserved the beating...but Jayden reminded me that I am still a human. And that no one should get that kind of a beating no matter what they've done. You broke me.
Oh Gabriel, I'm really really sorry about that. I was stupid and angry and...please come home. I know I fucked up and I want to make things up to you. I don't blame you if you don't want to come back but please...Gabriel, give me a second chance. I can fix you.
I'm a little too drunk to be driving. You may tend to my wounds as soon as we arrive home. I will not trust you completely for a large amount of time, but you must understand I don't want the past to repeat itself. You're still my Peter Pan.
I'm really sorry about everything. I missed you, and Ashaya missed you too. God Gabriel everything's so quiet and lonely without you. I promise not to ever do anything like that without you begging me to. You're still my Gabriel.
Hm. I hope you don't mind...these are mostly about Foster...
ReplyDeleteWhat's Foster's middle name?
What do you guys love about each other?
Does Foster have any kinks?
How's the weather down there?
Yeah that's all. I haven't read much of the newer entries...
Foster's middle name is Peter...it's strange how many people I know named Peter. Currently I know four Peters.
ReplyDeleteUm....I'll turn this one into a post cause Foster is going to be back in a couple minutes and he hates it when I'm on the computer.
........yes.
The weather is horrible as can be expected.
By the way I got some new glasses today! No longer that icky green. I got black framed ones now...oh yeah.
*starts singing Back In Black*
ReplyDeleteHahahaha...niiiiiice.
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ReplyDeleteYou know you love my singing.
ReplyDeleteOh goodness gracious Tuesday already. Man does time fly...
ReplyDeleteDoes Foster have a nickname yet?
Yes.
ReplyDeleteCare to tell us what it might be? Or is it that embarassing?
ReplyDelete*Embarrassing. I like to sometimes call him...(I can't believe I'm telling you this)....Peter Pan.
ReplyDeleteAwwwwwwwwww that's so sweet....
ReplyDeleteYou guys are seriously adorable. :)
ReplyDeleteYeah. Real cute. Why don't you take him off of my hands for a few days Anonymous?
ReplyDeleteOff of your hands? Is he in the hospital or something??
ReplyDeleteNo. He's staying at my house until things blow over. I thought he wrote everything on here...
ReplyDeleteI was going to...later.
ReplyDeleteAnd what the hell are you doing at your guy's house?
ReplyDeleteI had to get my computer.
ReplyDeleteWait a minute...you guys got a house??
ReplyDeleteIt's more like a cabin.
ReplyDeleteAnything else I should know about? Did you get a freaking pet monkey???
ReplyDeleteA cat.
ReplyDeleteHe got me a cat.
ReplyDeleteUntil things 'blow over'?
ReplyDeleteIn other words Foster is being a total bitch.
ReplyDeleteWHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON AROUND HERE?!??
ReplyDeleteI'll fill you in
ReplyDelete1. Gabriel got a cat from Foster so he doesn't feel as lonely when Foster's gone at work.
2. They moved into a cabin.
3. Foster is being a fucking moron and won't stop beating Gabriel.
4. Gabriel moved in with Jayden because he's sick and tired of Foster's bullshit.
5. Gabriel has accumulated some massive bone damage.
6. Jayden (being the nice guy that he is) is taking care of him. So don't worry. He's in good hands.
And....Foster is still being a bitch.
WTF! BEATING YOU??? WHAT THE HELL IS HIS PROBLEM??!?
ReplyDeleteWho the hell does he think he is?!
ReplyDeleteI already sold him my soul. He owns me.
ReplyDeleteWell he sure as hell better shape up otherwise I'll drive 4,026 miles to kick his ass for you.
ReplyDeleteThat's very kind of you, Frank.
ReplyDeleteAny time.
ReplyDeleteIs he like...beating you or is it lots worse?
ReplyDeleteAnonymous, I asked for help. How bad do you think it is?
ReplyDeleteTrue.
ReplyDeleteI hope he's sorry for what he's done.
ReplyDeleteYeah, me too.
ReplyDeleteI like how this has turned into a sort of support group. :-)
ReplyDeleteYou guys are great.
ReplyDeleteSo...what's the cat's name?
ReplyDeleteAshaya. It is a female.
ReplyDeleteAwwwwww....love in Vulcan...that's sweet :) Is it a kitten?
ReplyDeleteIt is approximately three weeks of age.
ReplyDeleteWow. He must've really messed with you.
ReplyDeleteHow can you tell?
ReplyDeleteYou're being all...disconnected from your responses.
ReplyDeleteAnd how, might I inquire, am I being 'disconnected'?
ReplyDeleteYou're answers are just that answers and nothing more. In short you don't add any emotion or feeling.
ReplyDeleteIt is my bodies automatic response to pain and trauma.
ReplyDeleteI'm seriously starting to worry about you. Where are you?
ReplyDeleteI am currently located at a place of intoxication, dancing, and messed up people. Attempting to drink away the pain of this fucking shard of metal that's in my goddamn chest.
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ReplyDeleteAre you drunk??
ReplyDelete"...perhaps..." He allowed, turning his head around to glance at the many lost souls.
ReplyDeleteYou suck.
ReplyDeleteAnd sometimes I EVEN swallow.
ReplyDelete-Dexter
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh shit.
ReplyDeleteI'll take that as a yes....
ReplyDeleteDexter, is Gabriel drunk?
ReplyDeleteI can't find him in this damn place.
ReplyDeleteHe is sorta tipsy...ok yeah...he's definitely drunk....
ReplyDeletePlease tell me he didn't do anything he'd regret later.
ReplyDeleteNaw. He's only gotten into three fights so far. Nothing serious.
ReplyDeleteWhere the hell are you?
ReplyDeleteOver by the people chanting.
ReplyDeleteWhere the hell have you been?!?? I've been looking all over for you for christ's sake!!
ReplyDeleteYou have obviously not been looking very hard. For if you had gone missing I would have for sure found you by now. I would first search the house of Jayden because I know he is your closest friend. Then I would search the park. Knowing that you enjoy watching the sunset and the birds scattering in the sky. And if all else would've failed I would question your friends and family. But what have you done?? Searched for several minutes and gave up.
ReplyDeleteI've been gone all day. And why the hell did you leave to begin with?
ReplyDeleteYou...hurt me. You made me feel helpless and alone. I tried so hard to be nice. I told myself over and over that I deserved the beating...but Jayden reminded me that I am still a human. And that no one should get that kind of a beating no matter what they've done. You broke me.
ReplyDeleteOh Gabriel, I'm really really sorry about that. I was stupid and angry and...please come home. I know I fucked up and I want to make things up to you. I don't blame you if you don't want to come back but please...Gabriel, give me a second chance. I can fix you.
ReplyDeleteI'm a little too drunk to be driving. You may tend to my wounds as soon as we arrive home. I will not trust you completely for a large amount of time, but you must understand I don't want the past to repeat itself.
ReplyDeleteYou're still my Peter Pan.
I'm really sorry about everything. I missed you, and Ashaya missed you too. God Gabriel everything's so quiet and lonely without you. I promise not to ever do anything like that without you begging me to.
ReplyDeleteYou're still my Gabriel.
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ReplyDeleteWhen you get here I'm the one lying on the floor with several broken bones....
ReplyDeleteHow many people did you take on this time?
ReplyDeleteSeven...not very good odds if you ask me.
ReplyDeleteAre you better now?
ReplyDeleteMuch better.
ReplyDeleteThat's good.
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